It has been far too long. I’ve neglected a few things: writing, focusing on my life and communicating with people outside of FB posts and brief emails. I’d really love to get back into a routine of writing often.
So, to kick it off, I’ve compiled a list of my favorite tracks of 2013. I listened to new releases on Rdio all year, and cached away my favorites. This month, I went through all of those and tried to make a more concise list of tracks. This is the result. They are not in any particular order, and may be listed somewhat chronologically. I’m also listing each track’s YouTube video in case someone wanted to see the videos or does not have Rdio.
None of these are new to you if you listen to KEXP or All Song’s Considered often. I don’t have time to find the really good stuff that some of my friends care about. These are semi-popular musics that I like, and so I’m satisfied with them.
The Rdio playlist:
- Savages – City’s Full
- Carla Bruni – Chez Keith Et Anita
For the American’s reading this, Carla Bruni is Nicolas Sarkozy’s wife. Sarkozy is the former president of France. Carla Bruni is beautiful, talented, and powerful. I could not ignore her new album and had to include it on this list.
- White Denim – At Night in Dreams
This is just pure talent.
- Superchunk – FOH
It’s Superchunk’s new release. I had to find space on this list for them.
- The National – Demons
I wasn’t as excited about ‘Trouble Will Find Me’, but this song escaped that opinion.
- Future of the Left – French Lessons
‘How to Stop Your Brain in an Accident’ was one of my favorite albums of 2013, but none of the individual songs wanted to be on this list except a relatively accessible one.
- Johnny Flynn – The Lady is Risen
- Bibio – Dye the Water Green
Haunting. Beautiful. Reminds me of walking through a forest at the end of autumn.
- Samaris – Stofnar falla (Subminimal remix)
And thus begins the electronic side of my tastes. This is such an amazing song to me. I found it by scouring and listening to new releases. Has anyone heard this?
- The Shouting Matches – I Had a Real Good Lover
Everyone loves a band that they can picture playing at a county fair and blowing the pants off of everyone there. This is that band for me.
- Wild Nothing – A Dancing Shell
- STRFKR – Leave it All Behind
Anyone ready to dance? Or maybe drive really fast at night?
- Holden – Self-Playing Schmaltz
Despite the sharp random and cyclical sounds, this is extremely meditative and relaxing.
- Lightning Dust – Diamond
Someone finally figured out what we actually liked about the 80s.
- SCRNS – TTYN
Auto-tune, nooooo!!!!1 I’m far too old to like this song, but it’s too catchy to pass up. Great hook.
- Tristen – No One’s Gonna Know
- The Foghorns – Ain’t I a Man
This should be every man’s soundtrack for 2013.
- Camera Obscura – This Is Love (Feels Alright)
- Laura Veirs – Sun Song
- Rogue Wave – College
- Best Coast – This Lonely Morning
- Happy Hallows – Amethyst
- Daft Punk – Doin’ it Right (feat. Panda Bear)
I love Daft Punk, but haven’t fallen for this album like everyone else. This is the only take-away for me.
- Portugal. The Man – Purple Yellow Red and Blue
- Akron/Family – No-Room
One of the few albums I purchased this year.
- Frank Turner:
How about a 3-for-1? I combined songs I liked from an artist into groups so I could cram more music in the list.
The Way I Tend to Be
- Gold Panda – Community
- Saint Rich:
Crying From the Home
- The Knife – Full of Fire
This song infected me this year. (NSFW)
- Islands – Becoming the Gunship
- Pretty Lights – Yellow Bird
Chillest from SF
Wasn’t this your favorite band from 2013? Me, too. Well, they’re up there.
The Mother We Share
- KT Tunstall – Crescent Moon
A song that you hear for the first time every few years and think that everything is all good.
- The War on Drugs – Red Eyes
- Neko Case – Man
A good friend of mine who loves music once told me that he couldn’t like Neko Case until he met a girl that loved her. Now he is obsessed. It took me a few listens to finally like her in the mid-2000s, so now is my chance to ask all of you to ‘listen to Neko Case one more time before you give up’. This song is rad.
- The Joy Formidable – Silent Treatment
Admittedly, this is not The Joy Fromidable amazingness that was 2010, but this song should stand on it’s own. It is beautiful, balanced and subtle. The album version has better production than this video, but it’s still really great to hear.
- Vampire Weekend:
Vampire Weekend reminds me of the Cape full of guys with pink khakis, deck shoes and polos. Nothing’s changed. They have a sound. This year’s album was pretty amazing, but I won’t be one to tout it as the #1 as many others have.
- Unknown Mortal Orchestra – Swim and Sleep (Like a Shark)
- J Roddy Waltson & The Business – Heavy Bells
Since I’ve avoided adding any metal, classical or jazz to my list, I have to do this.
- Junip – Line of Fire
I’ve heard this song too often on my own accord as well as on others.
- Arcade Fire – Reflektor
I have a history with Arcade Fire. I’ve seen them live enough times to know what to expect. When I saw Arcade Fire on SNL this year perform this song, I was intrigued and surprised. It didn’t sound like their normal thing. Then I couldn’t find the album anywhere. ‘Oh’, I thought, ‘they were creating hype!’ BAH! Well, it was released to tons of hype as the YouTube view count will tell you.
- Death Grips – Lil Boy
I love hip-hop, but don’t spend much time seeking it out. Death Grips has one of my favorite drummers (Zach Hill) and it’s so different I couldn’t help but love this album.
and the two best videos of 2013 go to…
These bitcore rockers killed it for me this year. They introduced me to a new genre, then I tried to figure out how to get as good as them and gave up and spend my time watching these videos on repeat. I mean. They sent a slice of pizza to SPACE!
- Volcano Choir – Byegone
- Thee Oh Sees:
Best SF Live act of the year?
I Come From The Mountain
- San Fermin – Sonsick
The chorus of this song has been stuck in my head all year.
- John Grant:
John Grant is a great lyricist. The video for GMF is pretty great as well.
- Foxygen – San Francisco
Last.fm tells me that I’ve listened to this song far too many times this year. Donovan anyone? I’m still practicing this for karaoke.
- Parquet Courts:
“In your face”. These guys were amazing live, and they’re cool dudes. If you click play on ‘Borrowed Time’, my word of advice is “BOOM!”
Stoned and Starving
- Phosphorescent – Song for Zula
Everytime I listen to this song feels like the first time. I heard a lyrical breakdown on “All Songs Considered” mid-way through the year and have probably cried to this song more than I should admit (2). This song has defined my year.
- The Mowgli’s – San Francisco
- Hayden – Rainy Saturday
- Mogwai – The Messiah Needs Watching
- Born Ruffians – Needle
- Daughter – Youth
- Animal Collective – Monkey Riches (Brian DeGraw [Gang Gang Dance] Remix)
- Stromae – merci
- CocoRosie – Tears for Animals
- Frankie Rose – Street of Dreams
- Young Galaxy – Hard to Tell
- Lumerians – Koman Tong
- Wild Ones – It’s Real
- Kakkmaddafakka – Gangsta No More. This is why I think all genres lead to reggae on Pandora.
- …And You Will Know Us By The Trail Of Dead – Isis Unveiled
- Frank Black – At the End of the World
- Noah and the Whale – All Through the Night
- Chrome Sparks – Your Planet
- White Lies – Big TV
- No Age – No Ground
- iamamiwhoami – U-2 from 2010 – but showed up on Rdio in 2013.
- Moderat – Gita
My Token Pop Song favorite:
This week, I will be making my first equipment purchase for an aquaponic setup for my garage. I’m picking up a 275 gallon IBC tote from outside of Santa Rosa.
Fish waste is ammonia and solid waste with trace elements. Two types of bacteria are at work: one to convert the ammonia to nitrities (Nitrosomonas) and the second to convert the nitrite into nitrate (Nitrospira). Worms eat the solid waste and poop castings, which are nutrients appropriate for root uptake. If water is held at the right temperature and pH and the bacteria and worms are converting the waste into usable elements the fish and plants can survive.
My design calls for some interesting plumbing design, exploded clay grow bed media, a constantly running water pump with a siphoned return, two grow beds and grow lights. I wish I didn’t have to add the grow lights, but it’s in my garage. There isn’t enough room in my back yard for this set up, so it’s all I can do for now.
There’s something special about this concept from the beginning. It’s really a culmination of many things that humans have done: intensive agriculture, hydroponics, aquaculture/animal husbandry, biodome experiments, etc. By starting with a near complete system, one can add growing fish food, automatic fish population control, seed saving and seedling propagation operations to their setup to make things even more complete. The few inputs to the system: 5-10 gallons of water per week, light (could be sunlight), pump power (could be solar or more sustainable) and fish food. All of this sounds like doing aquaponics may be possible in countries with agricultural problems. I think so, too. My hope is that this personal experiment will lead me somewhere I don’t know exists yet. I’ll be looking for it and ready when it shows up.
Every so often (more often than I’ll admit) I delve into a subject that captures my imagination and interest so much that it becomes part of my life for a long time. Most recently, it was the Criterion Collection and then business school and reading. This time, I think it’s different.
The day I graduated college (December 17, 2004), I remember sitting on my bed and thinking: “now what?” I quickly glanced over the industry options that would put my degree to good use: defense, enterprise engineering, consulting, banking, industrial automation, electronics, etc. Nothing was really speaking to me. I went back to the drawing board. I realized that I had been on a journey to reach that day for my entire life. Now that I was there, I had no idea why.
Our basic needs are met. Our second level needs are met. Humans invented commerce, agriculture and written language. I took me five years of reading and searching to realize this. After realizing that my degree and any short term goals I had wouldn’t allow me to realize what I needed to do long term, I thought about what I would go back to school to study. Law? Too focused. Neuro-prosthetics? Not really on my moral compass as there’s too much potential to do harm. Ecology? I’d have to take 2 years of biology and chemistry before even applying to grad school. More engineering or computer science? That would only make me a specialist – and possibly not in a way that I’d want to be. Business? Hm. I could do one of the thousand things I was thinking about. And I can do it part time. That sounded like the best option economically and logically.
But it wasn’t a solid enough idea to convince the admissions board at Haas last year. I wasn’t ready to apply when I did the first time. I needed one more year to ruminate and self discover. I’m ready now.
Dickson Despommier’s The Vertical Farm is just a book with a rather inspirational title. Most of what I took away from reading it was the idea. Taking the idea a few steps further, I came up with a list of engineering problems that I’d be interested in solving. I have the seed of a business plan in my head and in my new goals essay for admission to Haas. I think that I could cater to my personal goals of working in a city, in something to do with agriculture by owning a business that is executing specifically to the triple bottom line. I also think I can help solve one or more really big problems: job creation (here and elsewhere), feed the world, secure food, provide a viable plan for squatter cities, etc.
In school, I will want to focus on my business plan, building connections to help solve some of the engineering problems, learn about entrepreneurship, global business and continue doing research around helping the world. There’s a quite a bit of learning to be done and I’d like to keep this blog as a record of my progress. I won’t promise to update every week or month, but when I feel like I need to record something I will come here. My next post should be either the list of engineering problems I need help with or a high level framework of the business plan I will be working on. Hopefully we’ll get to see the evolution of that.
I’ve been a terrible father. I’ve left my bees to their own devices for two months (ok, three?). Yeah, that’s not a good idea mainly because of disease control, swarm prevention and other issues that human interaction helps to eliminate. However, they are kicking ass this winter!!! This is especially surprising because I hear about a hive collapse in the Bay Area at least once a day. The winter is almost over, and flowers are starting to bloom. My bees have a full box of honey, brood laid, a healthy queen, pollen and all other good signs of a healthy hive at the end of winter.
My next task is to manage the size of the hive in order to eliminate the chance that a swarm will happen this spring or summer. I’d like to get the parts to a second hive in case we need to catch a swarm. In the meantime, I’m going to sit back and enjoy the fact that bees are perfectly capable of taking care of themselves. They are wild, after all.
The company I was working for was acquired by Cisco in May of this year. Since then, the group that has been given offers, signed, and transitioned over to the corporate behemoth have had mixed feelings about how this all went down. It was interesting hearing people outside of the company’s reactions as well. Some of my friends asked me how I felt. Others flat out congratulated me with a lot of enthusiasm. But my real friends and acquaintances that also like working for small companies had the same reaction: “oooohhh. Shitty. Are you going to stay?”
The transition was pretty difficult. The major growing pains for me personally have been to find my new role without stepping on too many toes, to deal with politics and working with people I don’t know and who don’t know me, the extra commute (granted it’s only 20 minutes each way) and food options near the office. I come to work every day and write down my goals for the day. Sometimes they’re aligned with the project I’m working on, sometimes they’re personal projects that few people know about and sometimes I straight goof off. There’s a lot less productivity, I think by most of us, since we’ve moved over. That could be because of lack of direction by our leadership, or even lack of confidence in what the company is doing as a whole by our leadership.
One day I took a step back to look at my life and the direction I was on. It wasn’t something I believed in. Fundamentally, life is about survival. Sustaining life is about ensuring survival of future generations. Designing consumer electronics that have a lifespan shorter than that of any pet is not necessarily helping the environmental condition, economic condition or psychological condition of, well, anyone in the world.
I believe, on a fundamental level, that consumerism is killing our future one iPhone at a time. Sure, some electronics companies are taking steps to ensure that their products are more recyclable, less waste, etc. But there is no electronic product made today that doesn’t have something bad to contribute to the environment – be it in mining materials, in manufacturing, in logistics of getting it to market, in the short lifespan, in the “recycling” of the product, or in the breakdown of it’s basic components. Thus, I arrive to work every morning with “I do not believe what I do is right” in the back of my head. I’m not happy with my job, and it’s no one’s fault but my own.
I started looking at options and where I could go. Ideally, I’d work on a farm somewhere and raise a small family, but I have to solve the problem of the fact that I can only live in SF, LA or NY because of the girlfriend. I’m ok with that. Now, what can I do to contribute to the cause that I believe in, make enough money to support a family and have it be something that I can actually do? I haven’t figured that out yet.
So I’m applying to graduate school. MBA programs to be exact. I’ll be applying to Berkeley, UCLA and NYU. If I don’t get in, I may apply to Presidio and/or SF State University, since they have well known sustainability programs.
In the meantime, I’ve taken the GMAT, started reading books on the personal MBA list, and taken a few personality tests. I will try to make this process more transparent as I proceed if only to improve my writing skills. Why MBA and not agriculture or ecology? Because I would have to start from the beginning with either of those paths, and with an MBA, I can focus on businesses that hire people who have studied ag, ecology, sustainability and the like. I’m more interested in being able to solve the business problems than in addressing the actual problems.
I’ll continue to keep up with my other goals – losing weight 1lb. at a time, and watching Criterion Collection movies one at a time. Stay tuned.
Here are the additional Criterion Collection movies I’ve seen since my last post:
- I Fidanzati (195) (Criterion Collection link)
- The Marriage of Maria Braun (204) (Criterion Collection link)
- Hiroshima Mon Amour (196) (Criterion Collection link)
- Night and Fog (197) (Criterion Collection link)
- Ali – Fear Eats the Soul (198) (Criterion Collection link)
- Schizopolis (199) (Criterion Collection link)
- Veronika Voss (205) (Criterion Collection link)
- Umberto D. (201) (Criterion Collection link)
- Jimi Plays Monterey/Shake! Otis at Monterey (169) (Criterion Collection link)
- Lola (206) (Criterion Collection link)
- The Pornographers (207) (Criterion Collection link)
- Knife in the Water (215) (Criterion Collection link)
- Through a Glass Darkly (209) (Criterion Collection link)
- Winter Light (210) (Criterion Collection link)
- The Silence (211) (Criterion Collection link)
- Richard III (213) (Criterion Collection link)
The last five are by far my favorites out of this group. “The Marriage of Maria Braun” is also an exceptional film. Of course, “Night and Fog” as well as “Ali: Fear Eats the Soul” has extreme historical importance and “Schizopolis” is just wacky Soderbergh…which is valuable for being unique.
I’ve decided to move in with my girlfriend. So we purchased a 46″ LED television and a new entertainment center. Once we get a new A/V receiver, the visual and auditory experience I’ll have with each of these movies will be a little bit better. I’m excited about all of these things. I plan to continue the 1 Criterion movie per week contract with myself.
Since the company I worked for was acquired, I haven’t been able to go to the gym as much. This issue is multiplied by the fact that my back is still giving me problem and I’ve have a strange issue with my shoulder for the last 2 months. Regardless, I’ve dropped 5 pounds since my last writing, which is still not meeting my target, but I have aspirations to start running when I can and doing weights whenever I can get into the gym. That will help with the 1 pound per month contract.
The company I work for, MOTO Development Group, was acquired by Cisco this week. The entire team has been waiting for their offer letters before we really make any conclusions, but this is going to be detrimental to the cohesion of the existing team. Already, there are about 10 people who will not be joining us at Cisco(CSCO) either by choice or by redundancy. Some of them were ready to retire, so it was a great opportunity to get out ahead.
Personally, I’m extremely excited about this opportunity. If it means everything they say it means, then I have no problems. I cannot get into what our role is going to be there, but it’s assumed to be an important one.
Does anyone have experience with mergers from my point of view? How did it go? What would you’ve done differently if you had to do it again?
I have had the same New Year’s resolutions for the most recent two years:
- Watch 1 Criterion Collection film per week, starting with spine number 1.
- Lose 1 lb. of weight per month.
In 2009, I lost 1 lb. per month and watched 51 films from the Criterion Collection. This year I started tracking my progress as I was going along, so that I could catch up in the middle of the year rather than at the end.
Here is a list of Criterion movies I’ve seen thus far in 2010:
- Straw Dogs (182)
- I Am Curious … (Blue)
- Les Dames du Bois de Boulogne
- Indiscretion of an American Wife/Terminal Station
- By Brakhage – Anthology
- Stolen Kisses
- The Honeymoon Killers
- The White Sheik
- Bed and Board
- Love on the Run
- Throne of Blood
- Le Coup de Grace
- Quai des Orfevres
- Il Posto
Since this is the 15th week of the year, I’m one film behind so far. I Fidanzati is at my house ready to be watched.
I’ll start posting reviews of these movies as I watch them to keep a better record. I’d like to be able to write full essays of each movie as I see it. I’ll get to that point eventually. Let’s start with just a grade and some information about what I found interesting about it.
As for losing weight, I had been going to the gym three days a week. One of those days I was dead lifting 50 reps of 275 lbs, and got somewhere near in the middle when my back gave out and I dropped the weight. I had a hard time untying my shoes afterward. After doing some research, all signs point to herniated disc. So I’m out of weightlifting commission for the near future. I wasn’t really on track anyway. I started this year off 12 lbs less than I was in January 2009. That means I was at 252. I should be at 248 now, but am really at around 250 pretty consistently. It looks like there’s some hard work in my near future.
By the way, here are my long term (meta) weightlifting goals:
- Clean and Jerk body weight (by either losing weight or gaining power/strength/technique)
- 50 pull-ups without touching the ground (can change grip)
I’m up to 7 pull ups (from 0 one year ago) and I can power clean and jerk 185 lbs.
My friend, Anders and I raised bees this season. We previously extracted about 4 lbs. of honey. Last weekend, we had a full box of capped honey and extracted 2.5 gallons, or about 30lbs of honey. That’s 40 1/2 pints of honey. Christmas Presents = check.
Check out a couple pictures Anders took here.